Dedicated to my dad
For supporting me whenever I feel down and always help me with my struggles.
I love you dad!

I am from a re-modeled dining room,
rainbow-jewel chandelier--
bright, shiny glass.
I am from stylish Barbie dolls
twisted on the cushion of a sofa.







I am from a coral Disney Princess kitchen set.
Free from dirt, no dust drifting in the air.
I am from a dozen of positive spirited cousins
and a magnificent family.
I am from sliding down a sapphire water slide
crystal clear water splashing in my face.






I am from Doraemon Doctor kit,
pretending to be a doctor
healing my unprotected dogs from poisonous attacks.
From the mouth, they barked,
the ear I shut to block the roar they made.
I am from Doraemon Doctor kit,
pretending to be a doctor
healing my unprotected dogs from poisonous attacks.
From the mouth, they barked,
the ear I shut to block the roar they made.







I am from mermaids and shark fins.
Looking around the gigantic aquarium.
staring at the enormous octopus,
I am from many mysterious animals looking for food.
With many unknown people tripping over the fence.







Under my bed was a square photo
album of myself, pictures of my childhood.
Lots of cute and funny faces I made.
I am from those moments where leaves are happily
reborn from the family tree.



by: ChingChing
ON TURNING 13
The whole idea of it makes me feel like I’m stuck a desert alone.
Slowly disappearing because of thirst
and drifting away in the air.
I can feel my soul escaping from my body
my feelings became empty
and see everything I love burn into ashes.



You tell me it is too late to be looking back,
but that is because you have forgotten
the warm love you’d get from your parents
and feels like nothing can hurt you.
But I always feel the love that is trying to reach me
through the dangerous, creepy forest.



But now I am mostly in front of the computer screen.
Watching movies and play games,
knowing it won’t give me the warmth I want from my guardians.
Back then the room never fell so silently
and my mouth had never shut as it does today.





This is the beginning of loneliness.
no one is sharing their love,
no one is laughing, and
no one is talking.
I told myself as I walk towards a trap,
It is time to give up, nothing will be the same again.

It seems only yesterday I used to believe
there’s nothing that can push my love away from me.
It feels like your enemy is burying your heart somewhere you would never find it.
If forgot everything,
I forgot how to breathe,
I forgot what I am doing
I forgot who I am.

EXCITEMENT
BY: CHINGCHING
FIZZ!
Excitement is like fireworks.
Before it went flying
and light up the sky,
it’s just a normal night.
As dark as Halloween night.
But when it starts the firework,
it becomes a star in the
black hole of the galaxy.


It may not feel excited.
It may not be happy.
But it may see itself shines
in the night of a murderer's souL.
Its hair went flying as
it had jumped on a trampoline.
Its heart beats increase the speed.
As fast as lightning danced across
the midnight sky.
Wake up from your daydreaming,
and go explore the excitement that has come!



