On Turning 13

The whole idea of it makes me feel

like I'm in the middle of the forest,

can’t find a way to go out,

can’t see anything

You tell me I’m turning 13

but that is because life is moving

At 11 i was a football player

At 12 I was a Ping Pong player

But now I mostly sitting in front of my desk playing games all day

Back then i used to watch youtube create some toy and playing with my dad.

I can remember the face of my dad and my brother laughing when we’re playing together

I can remember the face of my mother when she hugs me

This is the beginning of an unknown feeling, I say to myself,

as I’m turning 13

It is time to say goodbye to my toys

It is time to grow up.

It is time to be responsible

It seems only yesterday I used to believe that life is moving so slow

But now i believe that life is moving fast and we’re growing

Older and older

Furious

The red hot sun is shining from the sky

It is as hot as you are in the red hot magma.

The red hot sun is coming nearby

The red hot sun. It never lets you calm

Its bright white light is burning your body down into ash.

Your red hot face is burning,

Always getting furious and mad

Where I’m from

I’m from the garden of my grandma’s house

From the garden that is filled with dog’s poop

I’m from the tree that is dancing all day

I’m from the house with big beautiful orchid

I’m from Fashion island

I’m from hide and seek

I’m from time to sleep and goodnight

’m from a house that have many stray dogs

I’m from a house that uses 1 whole room to keep toys that we played.

I’m from the family that is really organized

And they always yelled “keep your stuff organize”

In the box under my table is a pictures of memories that we took when we were young

A picture that reminds me of everything I’ve done