Once there was a girl named Mckynlee ( aka me) whom was questioning everything, why she was here, why people died , she was ......... how do I put it ............ Broken. 

She told everyone she was fine , that nothing was wrong , but inside , a sea of sorrow was arising........

Im fine mom

One day  a  figure  came into her room " Who are you!" She cried , steping back as the figure approached her.... " Don't be scared , my child." He said  stoping  and standing before her

His robes of white glistening , his beard of brown shimmering, his blue eyes full of promise " for I am jesus , savior of all"

" well , why are you here " she said taken aback " I can sense you feel incomeptle without your cousin , but fear not , child, he is with me now , in Paradise " Jesus said

" BUT I NEED HIM HERE !" Mckynlee shouted , her brown eyes full of tears " there ,there, He's in a better place now, Mckynlee." assured jesus

" I .... I know ... b.... but..... " mumbled Mckynlee " you know he's happy , in heaven." said Jesus 

Mckynlee sat on here bed and balled her eyes out ( not literlly) 

They sat there in silence .............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................