Today I had went public gearing to school with my very first fox mask, I got in trouble for only my mask so I took it off. But the rest of the day was kinda ok. At court yard a few girls stared but nothing more.

My parents took all my gear away Today. Ugh and I just finished that cat mask! Why won't they let me be my self. They even looked at me weird when I was just doing quads with my gear. I have't told them I'm a therian only because I don't trust them. Also before my took my gear, once at court yard a few girls came buy one got on her knees and meowed at me. I hate my life right now....

I'm nervous because my surgery will be soon, I won't be able to run or lift over 10 pounds for 3 months. Maybe I can try to get better at quads and try to make the most of it before I go into surgery.

Today was great!!! Me and my girl friend(let's call her Lunar) went public gearing a Costco at night and we had lots of fun. We even got a little snack and one of the employees said she liked our tails. :3

BTW the picture isn't us.

I made gear with my girlfriend was we watched Hamaltion. It  was so fun. But the next day I had to go to therapy and I was worried my step mom would take my mask so I had to leave it in the car. 

I'm wondering if I should tell my parents. Would they except me or would they say it's phase again. Would they think i'm crazy? I just wish they could let me be myself so I can live more happily.

After going to the coast for spring break we went back home and when I put my mask on and did quads in the yard I felt so happy and free! I could be myself and I didn't care who saw me. But I wish I had another therian friend close by I only see most of my friends at home or sleepovers. But one day my dream of having a great therian meet will be true! I hope.....

The end for now I'll make a 2nd part soon! :D