Late in the spring, I married a man who was my boyfriend for almost 7 years. His name is Simon and he had filled my heart when I was in Senior High School. Actually we have different family background.

Simon is a man with a respected family background. His father is the owner of Toyota’s mobile company. Where as I’m just an ordinary girl and also not a highborn princess. My dad is just a private employees with a mediocre income to provide his family’s necessity. But luckily, those differences didn’t discourage our love.

And that day was arrived, the day when Simon with his parents came to my house and he proposed me in front of our parents. That was the happiest moment in my life. Finally, I could have him after we passed many obstacles that almost desparated us.

On the second year of our marriage life, our relationship goes well. But, there were something wrong in our married life, it was a child. We don’t have a child and I felt something wrong in me.

So I asked him “Simon, I feel that something is wrong in me because I can’t be pregnant until now. What do you think if I go to the doctor, just for checking?”. He replied “For what? To have a child?”

Then he stroked my hair and said “Maybe it’s not the right time for us to have a child. Be patient dear, I’m sure, we have it later on. Even though we don’t have a child, I’m always be like this with you and always love you.”

I felt happy and scared when he said that, happy because he still love me but scare if in reality, we can't have a child

And that day was came, the day when I have to received bad reality. A doctor indicated me that I have Myoma and it would make me hard to have a child, because that thing covered my womb. If I raised Myoma from my womb, in other words I can't have a child

I tried to be strong but it couldn't. I was scared if he would left me when he knew my condition. Than, I decided to hide this thing from him.

I was succeed to hide my condition for 2 months, but my husband got a little bit different. He often went home late and didn't really care to me. I thought it was because that I couldn't had a child. It made me even more scared.

One day, I met one of my friend. Her name is Grace. Actually she was my husband's childhood friend and she fell in love to him.

I asked her to came to my house to told her about my condition. Than, I asked her not only to be my husband's wife, but also to gave my husband a child.

Actually, Grace was refused about my request, but she accepted it when I forced her. I also asked her to not to told him about my condition.

Today, Grace would stayed with me and my husband. I knew this was crazy, but I'm willing to share my husband for his happiness even though that hurt me.

One day, Simon took me for had lunch with his friends. But I rejected him and asked Grace as my replacement. Accidentally, I was doing this to make them more close.