This is dedicated to my amazing friends who have been there for me, even in the roughest of times! Especially wifey <3

I was born February 20, 2005. When I was born I had a disease named, Jaundice. Its basically where i was born with yellow skin. I slept under a black light for about two weeks, until I was back to normal.

My life was wonderful and full of the color pink until about 2 years old. On my second birthday my parents decided they couldn't live together any more and they got a divorce. I had to flip flop from my dads to my moms every other week. It never really was a problem until about the fourth grade when I figured out sooner or later id have to pick a parent to live with, forever.

The fourth grade was a rather upsetting and difficult. Not only was I still figuring out who I was, I was also in the middle of deciding a parent that I "like more." During this period of time, I had two different situations being explained two different ways, by two different people. I didn't know what to believe. Although, during this time I did believe my dad more than my mom and for the most part supported my dad.

As well I as family problems, I was also being bullied by a large group of boys. I had never been bullied before and didn't know how to handle it properly. Although I was upset, my dad thought the boys liked me and they were just picking on me.

Believe it or not in fourth grade I went through a huge "cowgirl" phase. I was in love with country music, the color orange, the whole country accent and outfit, even the farm animals!

Once fourth grade had ended I was super excited for the fifth grade. However, over the summer I had lost interest in country music. I was introduced to this band called, Before You Exit. The genre of this music, I wasn't used to, noting the fact it was more alternative pop. I fell in love with the band and had lost interest in the "cowgirl" phase.

Once I had entered fifth grade, I had still not figured out who I was, and who I wanted to be. By this time my parents custody problem had changed. My dad now had complete decision making over what I do, and I now spent 2 weeks with my dad and then 1 week with my mom. Over some time of living with my mom less, I had realized I had made a mistake. I had changed my mind again. This wasn't necessarily a problem until I started abusing the time I had with my mom. I was spending the entire day on the computer, talking to online people I had never met before. I had begun talking to these people on Skype, and I got really close friends with them.

Being on the computer so much I was introduced to a lot of different personalities and styles. I had one friend that changed my life. Her game name was RedandBlackwomen. She told me to listen to a song called, Kick me, by Sleeping With Sirens. The genre of the song was heavy metal, and at first I thought the screaming was a little excessive. However I did like it, and once I listened to in for a while, I got used to it and loved it! I started exploring new songs by them and new bands. My other friend showed me a band called Black Veil Brides. The first song I listened to was, Knives and Pens.