This book is dedicated to myself .


Salt water caressing my mothers cheek that we call tears ,i'm Looking her in her one eye that isn't swelling shut like the top a plum fruit .She keeps telling me everything's alright he didn't mean to do what he did .But it takes hearing that line a thousand times to know that it isn't true.........
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I mean ,Sure i was young but i honestly believed that love was romantic and precious something that two people are supposed to cherish .My mom and dad didn't have that, their love was more of a sad energy waste anybody could tell they weren't happy .My mom used to be happy ,for 15 years mom was happy ,i mean it was just me and her why wouldn't she be .She used to cook breakfast early in the morning while i slept in ,Then i would wake up smelling the sausage and hearing the bacon pop on the stove .Now a days we don't have those type of mornings .She claims its because shes to tired to wake up in the mornings like she used to...
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I don't have to question why my mother has been so tired lately ,i figured its because shes to busy being up all night pleasuring a man that doesn't even love her .I mean ,she always tells me that my father loves me and her but i could never figure out , why a man would even think to raise his hand up to the women he loves ,in front of the child he claims he loves .
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My father was cocky , short , and a mean looking man that didn't care about anybody or anything but himself.He had to be put first no matter what the situation was ,I think that was the problem with my mom and him because my mom had a child she couldn't put him first.I believe mentally a mothers mind set is build to put their children before anybody........


I always had these thoughts going through my head and it wasn't happy thought it was more like ,what if my dad just decided to up and leave or what if my mom would finally gain some sense and let him go but i learned that thinking like that was a waste of time because my mom had convinced herself that she was foolishly in love with him and he was ridiculously in love with her .

For 15 years so many people felt bad for me because i didn't have a father but they did ,they used to say that when things like that happen it was a broken home ,that the child will never be happy but they don't know that for those 15 years i was beyond happy ,Now i feel drained of depression and frustration that ran from by going to school everyday ...........

I used to glance in the mirror everyday before i went to school and think to myself you will be somebody ,and your strong , Well, that's what my mind was convincing me but my eyes were convinced of something else because i saw my mother in that mirror as hard as tried not to and image that i saw i looked like aaliyah or beyonce in me ,i still saw her ! A woman who soul was trapped ,A women who was a victim of love,A women to blinded by love to see that she was hurting herself more then he was scratching up her face and bruising up her back .
That's when i knew it takes living your life to know how its going to end .I don't know if ill find love and i don't know if i want to find love. so for now ill note myself as the lost girl ...............

Popeye the sailor man
Long ,Long ago on a nice shiny day ,A man named bluto walked the paths of this very nice day .FE PHI FOO FUM ! with the walk of a mad toddler .He was the towns big fat bully .He bullied people ,Animals he'll even bully objects if he could

Bluto believed he was big and bad he thought he could do whatever he wanted to do and get whatever he wanted .So on this very nice day bluto just so happened to look out to the sea where he spotted a boat .

On this boat spotted this bald, wimpy , funny looking man named Popeye and sailing aside him was a beautiful girl named olive .He wanted her the minute he laid eyes on her . Bluto knew exactly what to do to get her too.

He called upon his and demanded to him "Go wreck that ship " and off flew the bird as high as a kite , faster then a cheetah off in the wind to wreck the ship Bluto demanded him to wreck .

"Slammmm " as the bird hit the boat causing it to sink with everything but Popeyes girlfriend it .Popeye notice that the bird flew off with olive to island where bluto stood waiting for the women he wanted to his .

Off like an Olympic boat paddler he went to the island to get his women back " Give me back my lady "Popeye said but bluto demanded a fight .So Popeye agreed he'd do anything to get his women back."Kaboom" Bluto punched Popeye as he tried to strike him .

After realizing that Popeye is just too weak to fight bluto he came up with a bright idea . Poping open a can of spinach that read on the front strengthens those who eat .Swallowing the spinach Popeye walked up to bluto "Clunk "Popeye knocked bluto upside the head

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