On a beautiful day i started my first day of school at Headstart.But the kids there bullied me...I didnt know they didnt like me.I gave them candy,cupcakes and all of that.And they still hated me.Thet would gossip about me and theraten me.I didnt realize until i hit kindergarden.

Head start bullies

The class-

My new school J.W mcluaclin elementray school,Raeford Nc.I thought i could get a new start,No mean girls nothing.I became great friends with a boy who went to my headstart school when i was younger.We lived in the same neighborhood so we would ride our bikes together and see who was faster.I alaways won but i let him win sometimes.But my school was full of white teachers.They didn't like us african americains,They were racis,cruel.

Another school another day-

My parents finally took me oout of that school.And put me in a new school.The thing i realized is that everybody was just like me.They were colored.It was a colored school,I was happy,I wasn't bullied no racism i was really happy.I made friends with a girl named keymora after we made peace.I still talked to my friend from my old school Josiah.He told me they were still racis.And were glad i was gone.I hoped he didn't have to leave or move he was my great friend.

Coco-

The most saddest days of my life happend.My dog died.Coco he was sweet and licked my tears,When i fell he was there to pick me up.He was an important part of my life.I cried the most,Even by his grave i cried.I wanted him back and i wondered if god was real why didn't he save Coco?Why didn't he heal him?I was angry at god.He took away my dog and i was taking away his love.I hated god after and i wanted to fiind out whoever this god was.I stopped praying.I also stopped praying.I cried every day still.

The move-

One day my parents thought we should move.This house is small,My job is too far away.And agreed.I didnt wanna leave my school,or my dog.Or even my best friend.I was really mad,and sad.We still had our one dog after coco died.I thought they would let me keep him.But they sent him to the pound.I cried.Thinking god why?You take away my best friends?Take away my home?Why i thought you loved me you hurt me.Rainbow was going to be put down.I knew it.The day we left i cried mostly.I was sad and angry.

Walter Bickett-

When we moved to Monreo Nc my new school was Walter Bickett.Walter Bickett was a very weird school.It was dirty,very dirty,It was very poor school but the princpal Dr.Bendfeild tried her best to keep the school standing the janitors also did a good job keeping it clean.It was mostly was a african american school.But the most worst thing was bullying.When i went to that school it seemed like i was the new target.3rd 4th and 5th graders bullied me.I didn't care what the 3rd graders said because i was a 3rd grader.But 4th and 5th graders called me ugly,worthless and all of that I was upset and sad.But never took it personal.

I was even more angry when i Heard.My best friend from raeford,From the guy who had came in the school and attacked the teacher,But worst of all he had attacked Josiah.I was upset i wanted to go home.Why was the world cruel?Attacking teachers students?My best friend??I was confused.And wondered if god is really real then why isn't he stopping all the bad stuff.I still wonder that today.I tried to contact his parents but they didn't pick up.I cried and cried.Its pretty dumb to cry over some boy but hey he was a good friend.

Kensyen Tale-

3rd grade i kept to myself until i met this girl named kenyens.She was populaur.She was in the internet and said that she WAS a super model.Meaning she used to be.I didn't know and she was starting to get bossy.So we fought over the internet.Her parents banned me to talk to her and that was the end of our fairy tale.I was a little mad at her parents.They could'nt take me away.We were like 2 peas in a pod.But they did.I felt like Girl.And she was a Princess.And her parents banished me away not to talk to her.I cried a little bit but was able to recover and look towards the next day.

The Advice-

I had this really good counsler.I went to her every day.Telling her my problems at school,home,people and those stuff,She also went throught some things alike from mine.And knew how i felt.I felt like i could tell her Anything.Even the personal things.But I trusted her I could tell her something or drama in my life.She would nod her head and she then tell me the advice.She deserved much more and I hope one day she will find a job that will pay her 1,000,000 because she deserves it.

Maryiany not maryianee-

I soon left my secret hole of keeping to myself and opened up.I made friends with the cool boy and a nice cool -ish girl.Just like me,weird,cry babys,and whatever.But she was a really good friend and spoke for me when i couldn't speak for myself She was truky a friend.But we got in a fight.And me and another Hispanic girl decided to make a rumor.The rumor was that her and a boy was going to do some things.I thought the girl had my back but NO.When the teacher asked who did all the hispanic girls pointed the finger at me.Not the girl.I was angry at the girl.SHE WANTED TO DO It NOT ME?!How did I get in trouble.My one and only friend was gone.I still had a girl named Jahria but with her seen with me.She just went donw.I soon forgot and got ready for 4th grade.