First grade...

It all started when we both got into middle school.

It was the first day; my classmates and I went to our classroom. I took my sit next to a friend I had spent my school life with.

My friend and I were talking and then, we turned around on our chairs and we saw 2 guys. We started chitchatting with them before the teacher came to the classroom.

Weeks later...

Our Biology teacher had made me sit at the back while my friends were on the second row. I was so bored that I was reading a book, when she called my name and everyone saw me. I felt a little bit embarrassed, but I think it helped me be noticed by a guy whose name was Arun.

School days followed and all I could think of was in this guy.

As no longer my Biology teacher cared of where I sat, I had a sit next to him and day by day, we got to know each other and became friends.

Those moments helped me like him more than just another friend.

I was so excited about all the things that were happening with Arun, so Hannya (my best friend) and I were always gossiping. We had been being Friends since this moment.

She would tell me he liked me, because she saw how he would hug me and we'd be playing a lot (we were still kids anyways). Obviously, Hannya wasn't my only friend. I met a girl named Carol. She was in our classroom too, and we would start talking to each other because we were always waiting for our parents to come pick us from school. Every time we were bored, we would get together and chitchat about Arun.

Carol wasn't as discreet as Hannya, so she would go to where Arun was and ask him if he liked me. Every time she did that, I was so embarrassed because I had asked her to do that. Anyways, the embarrassment would go away when he answered he didn't like me. He'd answered he liked another girl. I felt sad because it looked like he really liked me...

Some days later, I was in the recess with him and another friend, and came a girl whom he asked if she was someone's friend. Her friends instantly started yelling things like he is her boyfriend, and she got pissed off. Nevermind. they became a couple days later.

It hurt me when I knew it.